Except in my mind. How is that possible? How can you stay positive when you’re surrounded by negative situations or negative people? There’s a continuous chatter of negativity in my surroundings. Situations and people. Conflicts over small things. Dry cough that persisted for over a week. Improper sleep schedule. I can keep compiling this list… Continue reading Negativity, negativity everywhere!
There are no words to write today. Just listening to these words and lyrics on repeat. The softness of the music and the words that understand and tell you that it’s okay, you don’t always have to be strong. Listen, and let the music heal. The healing does begin when we let our walls fall,… Continue reading The light meets the dark
Late night, coming across the music of Pearl Jam’s Present Tense song, and melancholia.. Cooped up in her room, she felt like a caged bird. Outside, there was beautiful Nature, wild freedom.. at least, the illusion of freedom, the beauty of the world that her senses had tasted. She longed for the mountains, the rivers… Continue reading Wild Freedom
Standing in the sun, I feel the heat, slightly burning on the skin. A whisper of the breeze soothes the skin, as if an omen, saying, ‘It’s okay..’ And the voice of Eddie Vedder in my ears, "Swallowed whole in negatives, it's so sad and sickening, feel the air up above, oh, pool of blue… Continue reading Swallowed Whole in Negatives
What is it about this wandering especially alone, in the night.. and rebelling against the shoulds and mustn’ts.. Instead, just following what the heart says just following where the heart leads in this Love.. that society calls madness, against the rules.. I’m tired of the rules, let me be.. whatever the consequences, let me be..… Continue reading This wandering
“Turn the light out say goodnight, no thinking for a little while.. Let’s not try to figure out everything at once.. It’s hard to keep track of you falling through the sky.. We’re half awake in a fake empire. We’re half awake in a fake empire.. We’re half awake in a fake empire..”
What fortune lies beyond the stars? Those dazzling heights too vast to climb I got so high to fall so far But I found Heaven as love swept low.. My heart beating My soul breathing I found my life When I laid it down Upward falling Spirit soaring I touch the sky When my knees… Continue reading Can you touch the sky?
She was filled with rage and anger. She thought she'd made peace with her "weight issue" but apparently she was wrong! In the evening, her mom started a lecture on how she should learn to cook more dishes, how other girls knew everything at the ages of 15-16 and how she was gonna be… Continue reading Not again!!!
Some songs are perfect - lyrics, music, voice of the singer. Everything. It speaks to you, touches your heart in a way that you cannot describe! What I do is not just write the lyrics, I write what and how the song means to me.. I just have to write it down,… Continue reading Roses – Music