There are deaths, and then there are deaths from the attack. You tell yourself not to get involved, but you're too deep in the quicksand, deeply affected, can't undo what you saw, can't erase what you feel. You dream about the war, being there in the smoke, it's a never-ending zone. If you spoke those… Continue reading No title, no war.
Keep your eyes open and reality. Keep your eyes close and imaginations and dreams. The real world terrifies me with its callousness with its misinterpretations of each other’s intentions. Every single person wants happiness. And yet, and yet.. where is the effort? where is the trying for it? Instant happiness. Does that even exist? But… Continue reading Start being happy
I'm neither here nor there. I left that home long back, and i don't belong to this 'would-be' new home yet. I'm neither here nor there. Uncertainty in every aspect of life. The certainty, the known is so warm, comfortable. This not-knowing brings a dark feeling. Loneliness wraps itself around me like a blanket, it's… Continue reading Uncertainty and dreams