Except in my mind. How is that possible? How can you stay positive when you’re surrounded by negative situations or negative people? There’s a continuous chatter of negativity in my surroundings. Situations and people. Conflicts over small things. Dry cough that persisted for over a week. Improper sleep schedule. I can keep compiling this list… Continue reading Negativity, negativity everywhere!
There are no words to write today. Just listening to these words and lyrics on repeat. The softness of the music and the words that understand and tell you that it’s okay, you don’t always have to be strong. Listen, and let the music heal. The healing does begin when we let our walls fall,… Continue reading The light meets the dark
The sounds, whole day, double. Phone calls, email pings, more phone calls, stories that old people like to tell, I listen, keep listening. Then a sudden wave of irritation, and I know what I need. Silence. Nature. Wordless Music. The cool evening breeze welcomes me as I step into the balcony. So do the low… Continue reading The antidote to too much peopling
Late night, coming across the music of Pearl Jam’s Present Tense song, and melancholia.. Cooped up in her room, she felt like a caged bird. Outside, there was beautiful Nature, wild freedom.. at least, the illusion of freedom, the beauty of the world that her senses had tasted. She longed for the mountains, the rivers… Continue reading Wild Freedom
I was distressed, feeling deeply affected by the situation of war in Ukraine. But what could I do? The wars and power politics are played by the leaders. What could an individual do? Watch the news and get more distressed? Protest and express rage? Condemn and watch? Write? Cry? Turn to God? (and ask why… Continue reading Courage amidst Chaos
Standing in the sun, I feel the heat, slightly burning on the skin. A whisper of the breeze soothes the skin, as if an omen, saying, ‘It’s okay..’ And the voice of Eddie Vedder in my ears, "Swallowed whole in negatives, it's so sad and sickening, feel the air up above, oh, pool of blue… Continue reading Swallowed Whole in Negatives
What is it about this wandering especially alone, in the night.. and rebelling against the shoulds and mustn’ts.. Instead, just following what the heart says just following where the heart leads in this Love.. that society calls madness, against the rules.. I’m tired of the rules, let me be.. whatever the consequences, let me be..… Continue reading This wandering
“Turn the light out say goodnight, no thinking for a little while.. Let’s not try to figure out everything at once.. It’s hard to keep track of you falling through the sky.. We’re half awake in a fake empire. We’re half awake in a fake empire.. We’re half awake in a fake empire..”
~ Things I don’t understand.. ~ coldplay Each and every word of this song.. It’s amazing how some songs describe you exactly!
“Once divided, nothing left to subtract.. Some words when spoken..can’t be taken back.. Walks on his own.. with thoughts he can’t help thinking.. Future’s above.. but in the past he’s low and sinking.. Caught a bolt of lightning.. cursed the day he let it go.. Nothingman.. Nothingman.. isn’t it something.. Nothingman.. “
What fortune lies beyond the stars? Those dazzling heights too vast to climb I got so high to fall so far But I found Heaven as love swept low.. My heart beating My soul breathing I found my life When I laid it down Upward falling Spirit soaring I touch the sky When my knees… Continue reading Can you touch the sky?
“khwabon ka din hai.. dekho hawayein.. suna rahi hai khushiyon ki daastan.. me chum lunga.. baahein utha ke.. khwahishon ka nila nila aasma.. jaane kahan ye.. baadal chale hai.. kis aur boondon ki mehfile hai.. bheegi hai rooh meri… kaisa ye khumaar chale.. chale bhi aao.. ke gulshan ka..kaarobar chale..
“Open the door.. show me Your face tonight.. i know it’s true, no one heals me like You.. and You hold the key…”
This music, somehow moves me from within.. i leave everything i’m doing and just listen and feel its rhythm.. it absorbs me into it…
Tenth avenue north
Is dil ki aadat yahi hai.. Girkar sambhalta nahi hai.. Zaalim samajta nahi hai, ye koi zubaan.. Ye dil beparvah..
First breath after coma ~ if you wake up from a coma, the first breath, so refreshing.. ~
“Something’s getting in the way.. Something’s just about to break.. I will try to find my place.. In the diary of Jane.. As i burn another page As i look the other way I still try to find my place In the diary of Jane.. So tell me.. How it should be?” This destructive side… Continue reading As I burn another page – Music
Hammock ~ I’m alive. and on days like this, that is just enough. Being around judgmental and negative people, i was becoming like them..but i don’t have to become like them. I don’t have to become anything. I don’t need to become anything. I’m alive and that’s enough for me…to be able to feel, to… Continue reading Breathturn – Music
“For the lights of this city they only look good when i’m speeding.. Gonna leave them all behind me coz this time… I’m gone.. Long gone.. This time i’m letting go of it all.. So long.. Coz this time i’m gone… If nothing is everything, if nothing is everything, i’ll have it all..”
I see the worldFeel the chillWhich way to goWindowsill.. I see the wordsOn a rocking horse of timeI see the birds in the rain.. Oh dear dadCan you see me nowI am myselfLike you somehow.. I’ll ride the waveWhere it takes me.. I’ll hold the painRelease me.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpkYIy6UhI4
I don’t know who to fight anymore.. I don’t know what is right anymore.. Anymore…
Break of day - Tenth Avenue North Even if i fall a thousand times i\'ll keep calling Your name.. waiting for the break of day.. Thinking about death, decay or endings doesn't bring the acceptance. It's the thinking about coming and goings, the impermanence and fragility of life that brings about the acceptance. Acceptance of… Continue reading I will tell my heart – Music