You wanted some situations to go your way,
you didn’t want to deal with it when they didn’t go your way,
demanding that situations go the way you want,
such foolish desires!
And then you cry.. lol
Don’t desire that situations and life will go the way you want,
don’t demand from life,
instead..let life show you the way..
let Nature show you the way..
Expectations and desires lead to demands and then when they don’t get fulfilled, sorrow knocks on the door..
You had expected and desired that these situations would always last, atleast for next 2 years..
Don’t expect. Don’t desire.
Just watch and observe your mind.
Don’t let it play tricks on you.