i want to give up myself. i dont want to be who i am supposed to be. i dont want to behave according to how i am supposed to be bcoz i’m a female, or bcoz i’m a student, or bcoz i’m a lover, or bcoz i’m a sister, or bcoz i’m a daughter, or… Continue reading Wanting to break the moulds
I see the worldFeel the chillWhich way to goWindowsill.. I see the wordsOn a rocking horse of timeI see the birds in the rain.. Oh dear dadCan you see me nowI am myselfLike you somehow.. I’ll ride the waveWhere it takes me.. I’ll hold the painRelease me.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpkYIy6UhI4
I don’t know who to fight anymore.. I don’t know what is right anymore.. Anymore…
(Seeing a blog called ‘letters to inner child’, i remembered the inner child.) Being childish, just thinking about it makes me happy, and want to clap my hands like when kids do on getting excited. What did the child in me always wanted? Just some love and playfulness. And stories to imagine. Caterpillars talking and… Continue reading What does that inner child want?
❤️ ~ here is the deepest secret nobody knows.. i carry your heart.. i carry it in my heart.. ~ carrying your heart in my heart.. always.. losing is inevitable, as you said. but i carry your heart in my heart.. always.. anywhere i go there you are.. coz i carry your heart in my… Continue reading Here is the deepest secret nobody knows – Poem
I don’t want to live in this world of yours. I don’t want to live around such people. Make me a tree. Make me a flower that lives only for a day. Make me a cloud. Make me a bird that can’t understand humans. I don’t want to live in such a world of yours.
I do understand how and why they do and say what they say. But what I dont understand is why they would still be that way! And make a huge issue out of nothing. What do they get from blaming others? Why do they become so defensive when someone points out their mistake? I don’t… Continue reading Some people!!
“nobody can save you but yourself. you will be put again and again into nearly impossible situations. they will attempt again and again through subterfuge, guise and force to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly inside. nobody can save you but yourself and it will be easy enough to fail so very easily but… Continue reading think about saving yourself – Poem
Music in its own way, tells and reminds me, that it’s okay.. It’s all okay..
After a long time.. Sunday morning at the hostel.. Alone.. At first, it feels like what am i to do? Then realizing, there’s nothing to do today except relax, i order breakfast, go and get tea, and waiting for breakfast, i sit under the trees.. The breeze is lovely.. The trees seem like bending down… Continue reading Sunday morning
When it feels like surgery.. And it burns like third degree.. And you wonder what is it worth? When your insides breaking in.. And you feel that ache again.. And you wonder what’s giving birth? If you could let the pain of the past go.. Of your soul.. None of this is in your control..… Continue reading I won’t let you go – Music
suddenly the tears flow uncontrollably and i want to erase all the traces i left all the traces i make… i want to erase it all this me-ness this wanting appreciation or approval i want to tear it all out esp this heart rip it out of the ribs these emotions storm within raging i… Continue reading erase the traces
The tiredness faded away with the sleep, but uncovered now is this sadness, underneath it all.. Everything is going to be fine and yet, i face fleetingness of life again coz nothing lasts till the end everything ends, everything changes sooner or later.. People come and go, situations change, and instead of embracing the change… Continue reading Sadness