fulfilled desires, unfulfilled desires, others' expectations, having to do what you don't want to, not getting time to do what you want to do, when you get time, postponing things needed to be done, round n round in circles you go.. and then sobbing, on the knees, in the dark, a cry cries out.. 'why… Continue reading Desires
~ sometimes when mind takes a grip of you, suffocating, do nothing.. sometimes the most needed thing is to be kind to yourself.. not others.. forget others.. be kind to yourself.. ~
And the sun always sets, the moon always falls.. It feels like the end, just pay no mind at all.. And keep rollin’.. Rollin’.. Life must go on…
And i dont want the world to see me.. Coz i dont think that they’d understand.. When everything’s made to be broken.. I just want you to know who i am..
When you have heard of a bandand even listened to a few of its songs,but they didn't impress you at that time...and then suddenly...one day..you see the first song on a saved playlistand listen to… Continue reading Nirvana
In search of answers of unfathomable questions, i read books, i listen to music, perhaps some tune may give an answer.. i talk, i look at the sky, i write, i kneel down and cry, i turn more pages.. I forgot what the questions were, yet i keep searching for some answers.. I keep searching… Continue reading Answers
Feeling dragged all day and then it hits me.. i’m carrying the memory of the slight insult and scoldings and carrying it around weight increased.. shoulders stooped.. i’m carrying that weight all around, dreading going to college tomorrow, when that is just what it is.. a memory.. something of the past.. especially a bad memory..… Continue reading
Sometimes its these songs.. that give back the strength.. so peaceful to listen to.. When the surroundings and situations are not so good, these songs, this music always show that there is beauty.. beauty around you.. to be felt, to be heard, to be seen.. all you need to do is listen.. all you need… Continue reading Where feet may fail
Clouds of loneliness hover above in the sky.. i crawl , search, in vain, to purge these feelings out online somewhere, anonymously.. the diary lies hidden, closed today as i seek validation from the internet world.. finally, tired, i settle on the imaginary edge of a cliff watching the sun set leaving behind a trail… Continue reading
Clouds of loneliness hover above in the sky.. i crawl , search, in vain, to purge these feelings out online somewhere, anonymously.. the diary lies hidden, closed today as i seek validation from the internet world.. finally, tired, i settle on the imaginary edge of a cliff watching the sun set leaving behind a trail… Continue reading Loneliness
the rain.. and its smell.. when the first drops touch the earth.. how she fragrances.. can you imagine how it feels when the raindrops touch the earth.. how is it so magical! can you imagine how it feels when your fingers caress my skin.. how is it so magical!
~ everything reminds me of you.. ~ ~ can we bloom together like this just you and me ~
thousands of thoughts...and i try to remember themto write them, to release them..and then suddenlya gush of breezeas i walk to the watercooler,and all the thoughts evaporate,disappearing,as i breathe the cold air in..how wavy these thoughts are..how weightless!like papers,weighing even less than that..just a breezeand all thoughts are gone,flown away..leaving behindthat nothingness..emptiness..silence..
I’ve been living with a shadow, overhead.. I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed.. I’ve been lonely for so long trapped in the past i just can’t seem to move on.. I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away just in case i ever need them again, some day.. I’ve been setting… Continue reading
Dryness.. Death.. When you dont want to live anymore, tiredness, irritation, same old routine, and then nature shows you the way.. It’s okayyy.. Its a part of life its the cycle of life.. Birth and death.. And all the in-between emotions tiredness.. Its okay… to feel like a dry fallen leaf sometimes.. coz when you… Continue reading