It’s amazing how some movies make you feel a connection with those characters.. As if you know them.. As if they are your good friends.. And you feel so much for them.. Marnie.. Anna-chan.. i know how you felt.. esp feeling abandoned from your own family esp feeling lonely in childhood so we pretend that…

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When Marnie was there

“I never had that many friends growing up So I learned to be okay with just me Just me, just me, just me And I’ll be fine on the outside I like to eat in school by myself anyway So I’ll just stay right there here Right here, right here, right here And I’ll be…

Struggling against the body

Last night, i cried. Silently. Sobbing. Shivering. Clenching fists and clenching the stomach. Sitting for a while and again lying down. Next to him. He was asleep, so deeply. I didn’t have the heart to wake him up, or just go close to him and hug. I just couldn’t. Coz i hated being a woman.…

It doesn’t take much to decide whether to go or not.. whether to be out there no matter what.. All other excuses don’t matter.. What matters more is what needs to be done.. And what needs to be done is to go to college, learn, no matter how people behave or irritate no matter what…