So yes, i do have trust issues, and abandonment issues.. that’s the reason i dont wanna know any truths, or any lies..
The only person i trust to be there for me, is me. Atleast i wont run away from myself lol. Atleast i cant ever abandon myself.
But somehow all that doesn’t affect me anymore. Am i numb? Or just dont want any drama? Or have accepted that’s how life is? I have no control and i dont want to control anyone else. I did let go of control last year. I let every person be the way they are. And i will let myself be the way i am..