~ i dont want to feel this tension. i dont want to be tensed. but the uncertainty of questions they will ask is making me tensed. i slept more coz i didnt want to feel the tension of studying and being prepared. i hate this studying at last minute, one day before. why do they make it such a big thing? Isn’t all this for our learning? But all we do is complete our quota. There is no learning. Just finish it off. And then its like all or none for me. i cant learn and read properly just one day before, so i wont read at all. ~