Reflections

Far away from him, yet she felt happier.. She missed him, yet she felt happier.. Was it true that with love you can touch the skies? Coz she felt like she was soaring.. And she wasn’t scared of falling, free falling.. Every moment with him was always new, never same, different.. Every moment away from… Continue reading

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Mother Earth.. How She holds us in her embrace.. Yet we forget in our daily lives, in our rush to reach to work or back home.. i see Her holding us in Her embrace and i feel like getting down on the ground, kneel and embrace her and stay in her embrace like that.. ^_^

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Meditation

Meditation..Closing eyesand knowing..Nothing from the outsidecan ever change who i am within..No matter what i do, what personality i become,no matter what people are there around me,no matter what happened in the past or what may happen in future..no matter whether i'm spiritual or worldly,none of that matters...Only this heart..This quietness..This peacefulness..that overflows..

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Muffled words.. Muffled sobs.. She wanted to cry, but couldn’t. She was waiting to be alone, and for darkness of the night.. Grief was resurfacing and she didn’t want any answers of why she was feeling this way or what triggered it, she just wanted to cry it out and let go..

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today i cant be anything or anyone, none of the roles.. today, i hide.. behind the tv series and books and become those characters.. coz today i cant be me whoever that is.. i need a distance away from her from who she was from who she is.. so i hide.. alone..

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~ why can’t i forget? please help me forget the memories, and everything.. all those memories that weigh me down every time.. why can’t i not dis-identify with them? please help me, let me dissolve them.. coz i dont want to feel this way.. makes me want to run away from this whole world, everything,… Continue reading

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At the doc’s clinic, waiting.. Watching and observing my own thoughts and reactions.. i want to run away, dont want to be here, feels a bit claustrophobic, and i know its all those memories.. but still.. everyone has come with some one. i’m always alone.. i hate it. i dont want to ask doc but… Continue reading

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Alone time

Marriages, engagements,too much people,too much going here and there,too much everything..and then..alone time..quietness..so i turn to You..listening to those worship songs..coz even though i didn't feel far awayeven though i always found You nearerwhile traveling,even among people,even among all the lights and blitz,You were always there,always here..and i turn to Youcoz no one and nothinggives… Continue reading Alone time

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All the moments with him.. Falling asleep on the sofa as he works and finding him staring and writing something about me.. The love i feel and see through his eyes.. Waking up next to him.. All the little moments with him.. makes me fall in love a little more each time..

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It’s night again..and all i want to do is write.. not sleep.. Just write.. no idea what.. all the thoughts that come up, stirred.. all the feelings that arise up like a smoke.. all the sadness, i just want to tear it out and let it flow.. ~ but this full stomach.. doesn’t make you… Continue reading

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Why do poets, writers and even we normal people put the unrequited kind of love so high on a pedestal? Why does that love look so much more purer than any other love? Esp the love which is reciprocated..it does not seem that ‘good enough’ why? We want what we can’t get and what we… Continue reading

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Cannot stay

Distant memories..You seem like a hazy memory now..I had feared this,memories becoming blurry, fading away..and now you're gone..Even from the memories..Just a distant knowningness..Were you ever real?Or was it all really a dream?I cannot stay near your memories anymore..I don't even know you anymore..I'm letting the memories fade..It's a long road..and i can't stay..i had… Continue reading Cannot stay

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Fly away

And thena song says it all..what you wanted to hear..that it's okay..just fly away...Panchiyaa ft. Amit Trivedi and V SelvaganeshHow many faces will you search?How many streets will you walk?You don't walk on one path,keep wandering off in places..Tell me, what are you searching for?Just fly away, o bird...Just fly off..It's so ironic..the heart wants… Continue reading Fly away