“I don’t know. I really don’t know. Perhaps that would be best, I thought I wanted it myself. But today, I’m no longer sure what I really want and desire. Before, everything was simple, as simple as letters in my textbook. Now nothing is simple anymore, not even the letters. Everything has taken on many meanings and faces. I don’t know what will become of me, I can’t think about that now.”
~ Hermann Hesse, in the book Narcissus and Goldmund.