Reflections

Don’t want anything at all

I dont want anything of this..
I dont want anything at all..
Nothing nothing nothing..
I dont want anything at all..
Sick and tired of everything and everyone,
even this body..
I dont want anything at all..
Not even these tears,
not even this sun shining outside.
not even hope,
not even this life
or love..
I dont want anything at all..
Keep me on my knees,
shatter me if you can,
but i cant walk even a step further..
Let me stay here,
on the floor,
crumbled..
I dont want anything of this world of yours..
Not even the beauty of nature..
Not even the beauty of being human..
Nothing nothing nothing..

Everything seems fake,
illusory..
But more than others
i feel fake myself..
all this going on..
who am i?
If i’m the same as You,
why all these struggles?
why so much effort to do every day things?
i dont want anything at all..

‘The light that you see in other human beings,
why can’t you see it in yourself?
Beyond the physical body, mind or memories and thoughts,
why don’t you see your own light?’

*silence*

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