I tried..

motivating myself for last few days..
to gear it up, do something..
it made me sick,
i cried out when i realized
i was never motivated,
i may be, for a brief time..
but it makes me sick..
coz that’s not what i want..
I don’t want to be great, or different,
or famous or rich,
or having a great career or family..
I want nothing at all..
Just to live..
In a simplest way possible..
Just to live..
So why was i even trying to motivate myself?
Maybe the old patterns kicked in..
But not anymore..
I don’t want any achievements,
I want to let life happen, let life flow..
Just want to live this life..
Simply, in a simple way..
That’s all..
And no motivation is required for that!

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