Hazy unclear sleep
with dreams even more unclear,
only remembering them both,
and a nostalgic feeling sets yet again..
Everything’s gone,
yet the mind doesn’t stop hoping,
searching, seeking, waiting, hoping
and even knowing it all,
can’t do anything…
So why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt?
Don’t want anything from this world of Yours,
nothing at all…
Yet why do i still have to keep on living..
Why do i still have to keep helping people?
Why do i still have to keep listening to what they say,
telling me to study, job, career, life?
telling me to study, job, career, life?
Don’t they know even after all these years
that it doesn’t matter to me anymore..
At all..
Nothing of it matters…
Just going with the flow,
but even that isn’t helping..
Just want to be alone..
away from the whole world
coz i’m tired, so tired of it all..
Placing everything in Your hands
again and again,
yet why does it hurt?
Why can’t i believe You mean good for me?
But don’t even want good or bad..
Just….dissolve..
Dissolve everything away..
Hurt, pain, and even happiness..
Let nothing remain…
I can feel the sun before I see its light..
I can see my breath in the air on a cold night..
But I can't see Your face or hear Your voice right now..
All I hear is pain, it's the only sound..
Why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt if You love me?
Why does it hurt if You're all I need?
Why does it hurt if Your light's alive inside of me?
Then why can't, why can't I just believe
You mean good for me?
You mean good for me..
Oh, oh
Oh, God, I need to know
That Your love won't let me go
It won't stop, it won't grow tired..
You just keep pullin' me through the fire...
Just keep pullin' me through the fire...
Right now, it hurts, But You love me
Right now, it hurts, But You're all I need
Right now, it hurts, But Your light's alive inside of me
So why can't, why can't I just believe
You mean good for me..
Why can't I just believe You mean good for me?
Why can't I just believe You mean good for me?
You mean good for me..
Why can't I just believe You mean good for me?
Through the fire (lyrics) - Hawk Nelson.