Solitude and meditation..

An hour of solitude and meditation,after these two very long weeks,and the mind has become quiet now,so serene..All the patterns and thoughts have dropped dead..Just a calm serenity lies in the heart..Maybe this was what i really needed..Hadn't been able to get some alone timeto meditate,except a few minutes here and there..Meditation is being..Just being..Close…

Blown!

And there the head blows all over again..Ma's pressure increases day by day,telling me to study, study, study,as if i dunno the exam is coming..And then she tells me to fill up an exam form for a deemed university here.. I refuse, she persists..It doesn't matter if i get mds or not,all i want is…