Lost..

Feeling lost..What happened?Nothing at all..Just lost..No words flow,neither able to write these days,the sadness lingers,not doing what is to be done,not wanting what others want,happy when with others,but then the sadness lingers..Just feel like going up to the smashan,to the cremation ground or a graveyardand sit there the whole night..In the silence of the dark…

Water’s fluidity

That time again..To get away from everyone,online and offline..To get away from the images,real and illusory..To get away from every idea and notionof what's right and what's not..To get away from the emotions,felt or unfelt..To get away from every single thing..And go where?Within..I watch as the stone that rippled the watersand disturbed its stillness,the same…

Detachment and letting go

"To be detached from the world, (in the sense that Buddhist and Taoists and Hindus often talk about detachment), does not mean to be non-participative. By that I don't mean that you just go through doing everything mechanically and have your thoughts elsewhere. I mean a complete participation, but still detached.And the difference between the…

Life is a dream!

'Life is a dream'We live, while we see the sun,where life and dreams are as one;and living has taught me this,Man dreams the life that is his,until his living is done..The king dreams he is king, and he livesin the deceit of a king,commanding and governing;and all the praise he receivesis written in wind, and…

Hazy, empty..

Those lights..Am i looking at them?Or are they looking at me?Everything seems so hazy around..Even the noises..Even the song playing continuouslyin the earphones..Even the heat in the atmosphere..Does all this really exist?Why so hazy then?So unclear?Even the feelings..Empty, hazy..Not even love or compassion today..Neither hatred or anger or sadness..Nothing..Empty..Are those lights looking at me?Or am…

Aimless wandering

Late in the evening,the sun already set,the darkness spreading,and the randomly random walk..Directionless,turning on any random left or right,just walking..just watching..a few cars and passers-by passing,the empty roads,trees standing tall,birds returning to their nests,slight cold and no breeze,all of itall of it wrapped upin the silence..and the dark stillness..What is it about this aimless wanderingthat…

Don’t go back to sleep

"Today, like every other day, we wake up emptyand frightened. Don't open the door to the studyand begin reading. Take down a musical instrument.Let the beauty we love be what we do.There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.Don't go back to sleep..You must…

Society

"This society conditions the mind to a particular pattern of thought, the pattern of self-improvement, self-adjustment, self-sacrifice, and only those who are capable of breaking away from all conditioning can discover that which is not measurable by the mind."- J. Krishnamurti.(from the book, As One Is.)"It is the Truth that liberates us, not our efforts…

Nothingman

Once divided,nothing left to subtract..Some words when spoken,can't be taken back..Caught a bolt of lightningcursed the day he let it go..Nothingman..Isn't it something..Nothingman..https://youtu.be/IXX_zL51zGkWhat do you want?Nothing..What do you want to achieve?Nothing..What do you want to do?Nothing..What do you want to say?Nothing..Who do you want to be?Nothing..Nothingman..Nothing left to say..Nothing left outside,nothing left inside..Nothing left at…

The moon shines..

"The moon shines in my bodybut my blind eyes cannot see it..The moon is within meand so is the sun..The unstruck drum of Eternityis sounded within me;but my deaf ears cannot hear it..So long as man clamours for the I and the Mine,his works are as naught:when all the love of the I and the Mine is dead, thenthe…

No expectations..

Instead of expecting something in return,accept..Accept the situations you are in, accept the work you have to do, accept the way people are, accept the way this world is, accept the way you are..Expectations bind us, whereas acceptance is so freeing..I used to have expectations, but now there's only acceptance. No more expectations of anything…

Distinction..

"When you realize that the distinction between inner and outer is in the mind only, you are no longer afraid.."~Nisargadatta Maharaj, 'I am That'.[Questioner:] Such realization comes and goes with me. I have not yet reached the immutabilty of absolute completeness.[Maharaj:] As long as you believe so, you must go on with your sadhana (practice),…

Entrance door..

"How lover and beloved touchis familiar and courteous,but there is a strange impulsein thatto create a formthat will dissolve all other shapes..Remember, the entrance door tothe sanctuary is inside you..We watch a sunlight dust dance,and we try to be that lively,but nobody knows what musicthose particles hear..Each of us has a secret companionmusician to dance…

Hello my friend, we meet again!

Hello my friend we meet again..its been a while,where should we begin?Feels like forever..Within my heart are memoriesof perfect love that you gave to me..Oh, i remember..When you are with me, i'm freei'm careless, i believe..Above all the others, we'll fly,this brings tears to my eyes..My sacrifice..We've seen our shares of ups and downs..Oh how…

Within

Againthe mind kept going outwardsseeking..searching..dunno what,happiness?love?And againYou pull me ingently..reminding..that happiness lies within..and with eyes closedi focusedon the heart beating..feeling..You pulled me inand i felt complete..There's no need to seek outsidethat which is Within..'But what if i forget?'Come within,again and againand again..Thank You!^.^

Stop struggling!

One day you stand,the next day, you fall..One day you're nearer,the next, more and more farther..One day you laugh,the next, cry..The endless waves keep crashingon the shoreas you try to swim into the Oceanto reach into the middle of the Ocean.One day you know how to swim,the next, you're gasping for airstruggling to stay above…

I surrender..

Soft sobbing,tears flowing..gazing at the sky..Here i amdown on my knees againsurrendering all..surrendering all..Find me hereLord as you draw me neardesperate for Youdesperate for You..I surrender..Drench my soulas mercy and grace unfold..With arms stretched widei know You hear me cryspeak to me nowspeak to me now..I surrender..I surrender..Like a rushing windJesus breathe within..Lord have Your…