Reflections

Lost..

Feeling lost..What happened?Nothing at all..Just lost..No words flow,neither able to write these days,the sadness lingers,not doing what is to be done,not wanting what others want,happy when with others,but then the sadness lingers..Just feel like going up to the smashan,to the cremation ground or a graveyardand sit there the whole night..In the silence of the dark… Continue reading Lost..

Reflections

Hazy, empty..

Those lights..Am i looking at them?Or are they looking at me?Everything seems so hazy around..Even the noises..Even the song playing continuouslyin the earphones..Even the heat in the atmosphere..Does all this really exist?Why so hazy then?So unclear?Even the feelings..Empty, hazy..Not even love or compassion today..Neither hatred or anger or sadness..Nothing..Empty..Are those lights looking at me?Or am… Continue reading Hazy, empty..

Reflections

Aimless wandering

Late in the evening,the sun already set,the darkness spreading,and the randomly random walk..Directionless,turning on any random left or right,just walking..just watching..a few cars and passers-by passing,the empty roads,trees standing tall,birds returning to their nests,slight cold and no breeze,all of itall of it wrapped upin the silence..and the dark stillness..What is it about this aimless wanderingthat… Continue reading Aimless wandering

Reflections

Nothingman

Once divided,nothing left to subtract..Some words when spoken,can't be taken back..Caught a bolt of lightningcursed the day he let it go..Nothingman..Isn't it something..Nothingman..https://youtu.be/IXX_zL51zGkWhat do you want?Nothing..What do you want to achieve?Nothing..What do you want to do?Nothing..What do you want to say?Nothing..Who do you want to be?Nothing..Nothingman..Nothing left to say..Nothing left outside,nothing left inside..Nothing left at… Continue reading Nothingman

Reflections

Within

Againthe mind kept going outwardsseeking..searching..dunno what,happiness?love?And againYou pull me ingently..reminding..that happiness lies within..and with eyes closedi focusedon the heart beating..feeling..You pulled me inand i felt complete..There's no need to seek outsidethat which is Within..'But what if i forget?'Come within,again and againand again..Thank You!^.^

Reflections

I surrender..

Soft sobbing,tears flowing..gazing at the sky..Here i amdown on my knees againsurrendering all..surrendering all..Find me hereLord as you draw me neardesperate for Youdesperate for You..I surrender..Drench my soulas mercy and grace unfold..With arms stretched widei know You hear me cryspeak to me nowspeak to me now..I surrender..I surrender..Like a rushing windJesus breathe within..Lord have Your… Continue reading I surrender..