Standing in the secluded corner of the terrace,you watch the moonand the few stars,but the clouds are passingand then some time later,seemed like the clouds swallowed upthe moon and the stars..Just a whitish-ness in the night sky,clouds all overvisible even in the darkness of the night..You stare back for a few moments,wanting the moon to… Continue reading Rainy cloudy night and the moon..
"If you want to become free, you should never think of freedom. Only look at the ropes which bind you.""If you cut these ropes which bind you, there is some sense of freedom. Then you realize, there is another set of ropes that bind you. If you cut that, there is freedom. But then you… Continue reading Words to ponder upon.. (Freedom..)
Like most evenings,today againas i leave workand go back to my room,i leave everything except the phone and headphones,no wallet, nothing...And i go back downand just walk..listening to music,observing people,observing everything around..I'm so lovin this!To just walk around..Nowhere..Turning in a random street,getting lost and then searching a way back..Whole day, i wait just for these… Continue reading Roaming around..
Emotions choked up,head aching,i escape up on the terrace..Watching Rachel (in Friends) find outthat she was pregnantand how she wanted the baby,it kind of triggered old memoriesand emotions,flooded me like gushing river..The breeze has turned into wind today,and quite a bit colder..I dunno what to do with the memories,i had buried them, didnt even think… Continue reading Black..
(A poem from Kanika by Rabindranath Tagore..)'Alas, O Sun, who but the sky can embrace you?I see you in my dreams, but I cannot serve you.'Thus said the dewdrop, weeping:'To hold you in my safe-keeping,I don't have the strength, O Sun.My tiny life is naught but a teardrop without you.''I light the whole of the… Continue reading A poem that touched me to the core!
After a sleepy lazy day,the evening passes by,the night arrivesand back on the terracewith musicwith coldness in the air,with the black yet cloudy sky..Not a single day goes bywithout coming up here on the terrace..Dunno what it has,maybe the coldness,maybe the darkness,maybe the night sky,maybe the tranquility,maybe the effect of music,maybe all of these...And not… Continue reading The night..
Books books booksall around..Just a few hours at the book fair,and my head is already spinning!Coming out in the fresh air,I breathe in deeply,the cool breeze flows around,i spot an empty bench near the lakeand sit peacefully..Lights and decorationsat the lake,hundreds and thousands of people all around,but i dont mind..A few people run towards a… Continue reading A Bookful evening!
After a long day at work, coming back to your room, only to find your roomate and her friends talking...and you have to talk and chitchat, when you really want to shut the door and be alone in the quietness.. But where is it? There's a constant sound of something or the other, noise of… Continue reading Being alone…in silence..
Night, dark and cold..A city, new and old..Sitting on the edge of the terrace,and i dont feel alone,a kind of indescribable peacefulness since a few weeks now,it creeps into me at the randomest moments,how did i reach here,who/what brought me here,where am i to go,nothing of it matters,nothing matters at all..And at moments like this,i… Continue reading Just another night..
New place,new surroundings,days go bywith so much work,tired and exhausted as the day ends,yet...as i leave work,i roam around,walk anywhere,all around,music in the ears,a slight smile on the face,getting lost,finding shops,just roaming around...And no fear...No fear at all...How did this happen?!People all around,and traffic,still...i roam..Dunno what's with my feetthey keep itching to walk and roamcant… Continue reading New place..
Suddenlyeverything seems to change..without any resistanceso swiftly..Is this real?Still can't believe it all..Feels like a dream come true,but this was not what i had dreamt,hadnt even thought about it,and yetit's happening!Weird..How life takes you in a new direction..Is it all good?Or is there a storm waiting ahead?Who knows..The sailor who leaves the comforts of the… Continue reading A new direction..
Heart beating so fastas I stared at the screen,the result was out,the most awaited one..What would be it?I didnt want to open and look,I wished someone else would do that for me,but it wasnt like back in the hostelwhen we'd tell eachother the result and be happy with the ones who passedand console or even… Continue reading And the result is…
Waiting..for the resultwhich remains completely uncertain,anything could happenand the wait gets worse,time seems to go too slow..Still 2-3 days more..Waiting..for your best friends to get freefrom the busyness of their life,you miss them,you miss talking to them,but how to tell them?coz you dont want to disturb them..Do you miss the sillyness and the laughs?Or do… Continue reading Close friends