"The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences. There's no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon.." ~Into the wild. She stepped down on the railway platform, a silly smile on her face. Finally, she thought. Finally,… Continue reading Bombay wanderings..
A first step into the unknown.. A bit scared but even more excited.. A bit of happy, a bit of content, a random smile keeps appearing as I look at the sky and the passing trees, fields, from the window-seat... Cannot go back now, Cannot take a step back, only keep moving forward, no matter… Continue reading Stepping into the unknown..
A new moon day.. No moon.. Moon is there, but cannot be seen.. Present but absent.. New moon, why is it called a 'new' moon? that i do not know.. Maybe bcoz from full-moon it was waning, gradually disappearing, not visible, and then coming back to being visible until it reaches the full-moon.. So the… Continue reading The new moon…
Writing, these words as they flow.. Writing, whatever comes and that somehow lifts me up.. Words.. Dear words.. How do you work so magically on me? How do you flow? making me express what's inside.. Dear words.. Do you also listen to me as I write? Or are you really lifeless? Words.. on the paper..… Continue reading Words..
Another day again, feelin' sick of everything around, third day in a row of crying, screaming in my mind, crying hard and letting it all out... Yet.. Doesn't seem to go away.. And can't figure out why and what in particular is making me sad with grief.. Is it the anger in mom's voice? Is… Continue reading Turning myself into a tiny flower
The cool winter breeze ruffling thru the leaves of the trees, the trees with leaves some green some withery, the distant call of a squirrel from one of the branches, the sun bright yet only slightly warm makes you feel fuzzy and warm in this cold.. Few flowers few plants, bees busy, a butterfly jumping… Continue reading The wind..
Dearest Grandpa, I miss you. Terribly. Its been sooo many years since you passed away, 18-19 years i guess. I was barely 6-7 years old at that time. Have only a few memories of you. Your smiling face, all wrinkly. And your kind and loving nature. I… Continue reading Dear Grandpa..
And the uncertainty hits again! All the doubts all the what-ifs all the anxiety all the feelings of worthlessness all the negative crippling thoughts they all come crawling back.. Endless possibilities this future holds, but can see only darkness.. What if the one dream I was holding on to didn't come true what if… Continue reading Uncertainty and Faith..